A New Phase Of My Life

Have you ever been fired/laid off/had your balls ripped off and fed to you? Thats what happened to me today. I got laid off. It sucks, cause i mean, i cant fucking blame anyone. We lost the account i worked on, which pretty much cancelled my job from existance. Now im sitting at home drinking listening to an Alicia Keys/Maroon 5 cover of "Wild Horses" (this is not a joke).

I loved my job. I loved everything about it. I loved the people, i loved the work, i loved the jokes and laughs i had, i loved the experience. This is another first for me in life. I have no idea what i'm going to do. I'm going to wake up tomorrow (Friday) morning and not have to get up for anything.

I want to get into music more. After getting a taste at this job, thats what i want to devote my working life to. But i don't know where to begin. I feel like i have always known tons of people, and am very connected thoroughout San Diego. But when it comes to business wise, i don't know anyone, i'm worries about the future, but optimistic of the possibilities it holds.

I hope the best for my former coworkers, as they were good to me, and hope even even better for myself. Thats all i got, but by the way, this is the actions i took this past weekend while i was wasted in newport

• Urinated while walking on the major street in Newport Beach
• Called my parents house at 3am and demanded my sister wake up my mom so i could talk to her
• Passed out in a hot tub
• Ran around breathing like a dragon after i puked
• Locked myself in a food pantry to eat almonds
• Passed out then woke up berating Mannon telling him "your not gonna fuck jessica so go to bed, her boobs suck anyways" she was sitting right next to me

Those were all second hand accounts, i don't remember any of it.....oh Jager my old friend